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Brave!

I can only hope that the rest of our trip is as relaxing as our time in Colorado.  Well, I kinda take that back.  Because I was bitten so much yesterday, I woke up in the middle of the night with phantom bug attacks.  Between my itching, my allergies, and I guess altitude sickness, I couldn’t sleep.  So I sneakily got up and hung out in the other room where I couldn’t bother the rest of the sleeping house.  It was about 3am here so it was the perfect time to call my sister in Spain.  Sloane and I talked until the sunrise, when she had to leave to meet a friend for lunch.  We talked about everything and nothing.  But we were also productive.  We did a bunch of trip talk.  I’m so excited to see her!

Finally the rest of the house awakened.  Coffee was a must, so that happened.  We ran a few errands in Meeker before heading to Rifle to see the movie that I’ve been anticipating for the past six months, Brave!  We weren’t sure if we were going to get a chance to see it before we left, so I was stoked.  Really good movie, it was a great story and seemed quite original.  And the Pixar short beforehand was wonderful.  

We headed back to Meeker and made dinner.  Well, Seth made dinner and I helped a bit.  He made a bunch of delicious dishes for dinner, but the greatest part/idea was the watermelon gazpacho.  Perfect for the weather.  I can’t wait to have some of that for lunch! It’s always better the second (or third) time around.

So, we had a nice relaxing day, despite my restless night.  If I get enough sleep tonight I have the option to ride horses tomorrow morning.  

It bit me!

Holy guacamole!! Well, there was no guacamole involved, but it was like we were guacamole, and the bugs were college kids after a night of partying.  We were being eaten alive by bugs! Mostly mosquitoes and houseflies.  Nonetheless, we had a pretty great day 2 in Meeker, Colorado.

In the morning we went up to the ranch with the dogs for a walk by the river.  Boy, was it hot! I was impressed at how hot it was at only 9am.  We walked along the river as the dogs explored the trail and it’s surroundings.  We had to pause at one point because we heard a momma elk sneaking away with her calf.  Pretty cool.  The heat brought us to turn around a little sooner than I would have liked, but the pups were hot.  We tossed Mochi into the pond to cool her off.  

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DogRanchAll

Seth made some delicious sandwiches for lunch, before we went back out to the ranch to shoot and fish.  We spent a bit of time trying to help the ‘problem in the pasture’ before setting up targets.  We shot a bunch with the 22 and the AR15, before the guns were too hot to hold.  It was 94 degrees up at the ranch, which Steve said must be a record.  Either way, Seth and I took off our shoes and hopped into the river to cool off and to try to get away from the mosquitoes.  The water was perfect.  Not as cold as it usually is, but it probably has to do with the low water levels and extreme heat.  Hopefully it rains soon in Colorado.  There are some out of control fires that need it!

Berkley shoots AR15

Berkley's AR view

Steve showed up just as we were drying off to go fishing.  So we loaded up the 4 wheeler and headed to a spot we were checking out earlier on our jaunt along the river.  Once again, we waded in the river, but this time we had rods for the fishies.  Seth caught a big ol rainbow trout pretty quickly.  Then Steve got a good sized fish as well.  Seth caught another one, but while he was trying to get the hook out of its mouth, I accidentally let the fish out of the net.  I was tangled in the fly line and was trying to get out! Oops, sorry Seth.  But, somehow in that madness, Seth managed to hook himself.  Steve showed me a nifty way to get hooks out of people by using the fly line itself.  Fun times.

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Seth hooks a rainbow

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Seth gets Hooked

It was a wonderful Colorado day!

 

It Has Begun!!

Alright my friends, our trip around the world has finally begun!  But first, I am going to catch you up a bit.  This past month has been a bit hectic.  One of the first questions people ask when I tell them I’m going to leave the country for six months to travel the world is, “What are you going to do with your apartment?”  To me, this seems like a silly question, but it must be valid, due to the surprising amount of people who voiced this concern.  Here’s what happened for us.  Luckily, our lease ended on May 22 (happy birthday Sloane!), but there was no way we were paying the month to month rate.  It just about raised the price a third of what we were already paying.  We thought of finding an extended stay hotel, or subletting a place for the month we would need, but we found a more economical solution, which also allowed for some quality family time.  Both of my parents live in Los Angeles, so we house hopped between my Dad’s and Mom’s places for the month.  This way, they both got some quality Seth and Berkley time (and Mochi too) before we left.  For those of you who have never moved back in with your parents, it’s never easy, but it worked out well in the end.

Then there’s the questions about jobs and the like.  One of the delightful coincidences of the world (concerning our adventure) occurred in timing.  Seth’s job offers sabbatical after working there for an allotted amount of time.  His sabbatical just so happened to coincide with my graduation from grad school, and  an appropriate time to terminate with my clients.  So, Seth finished up as much of his projects at work as he could, and I worked my butt off to finish my masters in a timely two years.  I put in a request for a leave of absence from my work, and was granted, thank goodness.  Tying up those loose ends this past month has been so difficult.  There were so many ‘endings’ in order to begin our adventure.  BUT we’ll be back peoples! Don’t you worry! Well, maybe worry a little bit.  We may really enjoy some island along the way where we could sell pouka shells on the beach and give intuition readings.

And then the day finally came!!  We left Los Angeles, California at about 3pm on Thursday, June 21, 2012.  We decided to leave Thursday afternoon to beat the pm traffic as well as the all day Friday gridlock of Los Angeles.  It worked! We barely hit any traffic.  We made it to Flagstaff, Arizona pretty late, and passed out pretty quickly.  But that didn’t last long.  The bed was pretty bouncy, so just breathing made the other jiggle.

We woke up to a beautiful Arizona morning.  Dry, sunny, clear and warm.  Upon recommendation from our friend Roland who used to live in Flagstaff, we went to Brandy’s Restaurant.  One glance at the menu and we knew we were out of LA.  When you can get a full breakfast for well under $10, you are not in LA (unless you’re at a drive through).

Aside from the fact that the day was special because we were on our first full day of our adventure, it also happened to be Seth’s 31st birthday! YAY!! Luckily, we had an adventurous day ahead of us.  Our first stop was the Grand Canyon.  I was super excited.  I’d never been to the Grand Canyon before.  It was absolutely spectacular.  It really was, well, grand! (sorry, had to do it.) We took some pictures precariously close to the edge, drank water straight from a spring, and did our fair share of people watching.  Let’s just say that it’s always interesting, and telling, watching the people at a major tourist destination.

Berkley at the Grand Canyon

We ended up having a long day of desert.  We drove through some very small towns and were looking forward to some mom n pop restaurants to feed us on our way, but it turned out that the franchises have taken over.  Pretty sad that the only choices in most towns were Mc Donalds, Wendy’s, and other kaka food like that.  I wonder why America has such a problem with obesity and diabetes? (rhetorical btw)  We ended up opting for Subway on two occasions, almost three.

We were making good time, so we decided to book it all the way to Meeker, Colorado.  But, not without stopping into Cabela’s in Grand Junction, Colorado.  I’d never been, and Seth wanted to pick up some supplies for our time in Meeker.

We made it to Meeker at around 9pm last night.  The first thing we did was introduce the pups.  For those of you who don’t know, Seth’s parents, Joan and Steve, live in Meeker, Colorado and they will be Mochi sitting while we are away.  Many might think this is sad at first, and we will be sad, but Mochi will be so happy.  Colorado is doggie heaven.  Birds, bugs, and open space are just some of the perks of Colorado for dogs.  Anyhow, we had to introduce her to Nellie and Cricket, Joan and Steve’s 9 month old puppies.  It was a success! I think Mochi was just happy to be back in Colorado, and didn’t care who was in ‘her’ house.  They’ve been getting along just fine since.

Last night we passed out in the cool basement bedroom, only to be awakened by all three dogs barking up a storm some time in the wee hours of the morning.  Not sure what they saw, but there have been bears on the property lately, so that’s a possibility.  Today we went shooting! So much fun to shoot outdoors.  Way more peaceful than a range.  Steve already knows what a good shot Seth is, but it was nice to show him that I’m not that bad myself.  I actually did really well today, despite my exhaustion.

Lunch! We visited one of my favorite Mexican restaurants, and it happens to be right here in Meeker.  It’s called Los Koras and they have really good tacos and ceviche.  I’m sure there are other good food items on the menu, but I can’t seem to stray from their tacos mayor and shrimp ceviche.

After Lunch we were pretty tired, so we sat on the porch and watched the dogs run around.  It was really hot, about 91 degrees Farenheit, so we pulled out the baby pool and filled it for the pups.  Mochi was the only brave one to get in.  Then we started spraying water at her and she’d chase it.  It was awesome.

The next few days are probably going to be similar, relaxing, shooting, playing with Mochi… A few days of rest before jumping time zones for real! We’re pretty excited.  Stay in touch everyone!

Where’d that charger go?

So, part of our trip prep is to move out of our apartment.  Luckily we don’t have to break our lease to leave, but it just so happens that our lease expires exactly one month from the day we plan to leave LA.  So, what to do? Fortunately, my parents are locals and both have spare bedrooms.  As of right now the plan is to spend about 2 weeks at my dad’s place, followed by 2 weeks at my mom’s.  I’m not sure how you guys feel about the issue, but for us, moving sucks!  The process of boxing things up and living in my very own box city is not exactly appealing.  For example, I am sitting on my couch (which is for sale BTW) and I can’t see the front door, or the kitchen, due to the enormous pile of boxes.  So, we are going to be moving boxes for the next few weekends.

Then there’s the fact that we have to be completely sure when we pack something that we are not going to need it on the trip.  This has led to a few re-opening of boxes to retrieve accidentally packed items. So, last night we packed everything into our packs to be sure we still had everything and to keep all our gear contained.  We’re golden.  It’s getting so close, it’s so exciting!

I’m Torn!

Ok guys, I need your help.  My predicament is whether or not to bring a pair of jeans on this trip.  Initial response is, “no, jeans are heavy and don’t dry quickly, which can quickly lead to a musty smell throughout your bag.”  Also, you might add, “Berkley, you’re going to be traveling through a lot of hot, hot climates and jeans won’t be comfortable, especially when it’s humid.”  But, here’s my thing… I live in jeans.  I love a dress, but there will be places (with malaria carrying mosquitoes and the like) where I can not wear a dress.  And if I’m thinking about how I look, at all, I like how I look wearing jeans more than when I’m wearing pants of a different material.  GAH! I’m so torn!  I need social input! Please tell me your thoughts!

I’m wearin Flippy Floppies…

So, as it turned out, these were our savior after some intense hiking.  This weekend Seth and I decided to put our newly acquired gear to the test and go backpacking.  For those of you who know our camping/vacation record, we always end up having an adventure.  Be it a monsoon with hurricane grade wind in Monterrey that shuts down the town, dust storms in the Mojave desert, or deathly heat outside of Phoenix, Arizona in the Tonto National Forest, we always end up with a story to tell.

This time the story takes place in the Sespe Wilderness in the Los Padres National Forest.  The plan was to make it to Willet Hot Springs, and possibly make our way all the way up to Sespe Hot Springs.  We set off with our back packs filled with only what we needed. This wasn’t going to be one of our gourmet camping trips with grill pans and beer, we brought boil in bag freeze dried food. Not even tents, we brought our bivy sacks.  Anyhoo, we set off on Friday morning into the wilderness in our newly worn in boots, minimalist backpacks, and Mochi.  We had a few river crossings where we had to hop across rocks and some where we needed to wade across.   Mochi was pretty good at river rock hopping, but wasn’t too keen on wading. Seth ended up carrying her, as she paddled in mid air. Pretty funny.  We were over half way to the hot springs when Seth’s feet started hurting.  He was already dealing with a blister when we began so we patched him up with some moleskin and we kept going.  Then my feet began to hurt.  Like I mentioned to every soul who fit me for boots, I need a big toe box because my feet swell when I do physical activity.  My toes were being squished together.

Even so, we were having a good time.  The weather was nice and warm with a cool breeze here and there.  And Mochi was having a blast.  She did not have to look far to find a butterfly or lizard to chase.  Eventually I spot something I thought was a bearded dragon.  Seth, being the quick and coordinated one, was able to catch it for a closer look.  The little critter didn’t seem to be bothered and it turned out to be a horny toad. He was super calm and posed nicely for pictures. Pretty cool. We ended up finding a few others along our trip, but this one was the coolest because he was the first.

Speaking of critters, he wasn’t the only little guy we ran into.  We came across frogs, bats, a California kingsnake, a garter snake, and skinks.  Mochi found the skinks.  There was a hollowed out log where we ended up camping that was apparently filled with skinks.  Mochi nabbed a few of their tails and the wriggling sent her wild!

Back to the adventure.  The last 4 miles of the hike to the hot springs was a lot of up and down terrain.  By that point our feet were in pretty bad shape.  Not a difficult hike, but our feet were causing much difficulty.  For Seth, the pain was lessened when we were going downhill, because the pressure was off his heels.  For me, the uphill climbs provided a touch of relief because it eased the pressure in my toes.  So it was a lose lose situation.  We made it to the Willet Campground with a few hours of sunlight left to spare.  When we asked some skinny dippers where the hot springs were, she pointed the way, but mentioned that her and her 12 buddies were staying at the sight by the spring.  We were in pretty bad shape but we decided to keep going in search of a campsite away from all the people.  We made it about a mile or two more over the next ridge and just as I was about to collapse from pain Seth found an awesome campsite.  There were makeshift benches of logs on piles of rocks and a fire pit and on top of that it was right by the river.  Plus, we were past the hot springs so no one was heading our way.

The first thing I did was take off my boots.  That was a surprise.  I had blisters on almost all of my toes, with monsters on my pinky toes.  To add insult to injury, it looked as though I might lose my left pinky toenail.  Gees.  I hobbled over to the river to soak my feet while Seth took pictures before we lost all sunlight.  The river felt so good.

After a good soak we started a fire and cooked up some delicious Santa Fe Chicken and Peppered Steak and rice in a bag.  The Santa Fe Chicken by Backpackers Pantry was pretty good.  Then we boiled up some water to drink and basically hit the sack!

The next morning, after very little sleep, we were ready to hike the day away.  Mochi was a little worn out.  Not only did she over exert herself the day before, but she was up all night keeping watch, barking or growling at anything that moved.  After some coffee we taped up my toes and Seth’s heels, then headed up to the hot springs.  The hot spring was lukewarm at best, and to be completely honest, it was kind of gross looking.  Murky like.  It wasn’t worth us getting all wet to be in tepid water in the heat of the day.  So we decided to do some hiking back towards the car and find a cool campsite along the way to spend the night.

We began to hike in a bit of pain, but our spirits were high.  Though in a bit of pain, we were still having fun.  A little before hitting the halfway point Seth noticed rain clouds heading towards us.  So much for our forecast of 0% rain.  Thank you to the California weathermen. We decided that staying the night would not be in our cards.  At a bit of a hobbler’s pace we made it to the first big river crossing and had to/got to take off our boots.  The relief was amazing, but what we found was unnerving.  We were in pretty bad shape.  The cool water of the river felt good on our feet.  But, there was no way we were putting those boots back on.  We slapped on our flip flops and trudged along.

Flip flops are difficult to walk in when they are wet.  They get slippery and this is a precarious situation while carrying packs up and down rocky terrain. But, we were managing.  Then, about 4.2 miles  to go (we checked) Mochi decided she was done walking.  “You go on! Just leave me here!” her eyes told us.  Gah! Rather than leave our dog in the wilderness, we arranged the Crazy Creek on the back of Seth’s pack so that she was carryable and she started nodding off to the rhythmic beat of Seth’s pace.  

This was not going to work.  20 extra pounds dangling off the back of Seth’s pack was not a good situation.  So, what do mothers do with their children? They swaddle them to their chests.  This is kinda similar, right?

Then, as if hiking up and down rocky terrain, through rivers, in flip flops, carrying 35+ pounds, and trading off the doggie hammock wasn’t enough, the wind began to pick up and the heavens decided to open.  With our forecast of 0% chance of rain we hadn’t packed rain gear. Now, our feet were in pain from being blistered, and our body was beginning to ache from the situation (i.e. hiking in slippery flip flops with lots of weight).  A few more river crossings later, and we finally made it to the car.  Luckily we brought extra shirts.

We blasted the heat and headed home.  After stopping at Mulberry Street Pizza in Sherman Oaks to say hello to my dad (and grub on some well deserved lasagna pizza) we were in our humble abode.  We washed Mochi, then ourselves, tended to our wounds, and hopped into bed.  Sleep hurt, and waking up hurt too. We’re both pretty stiff and I’m gonna lose one, if not two, of my pinky toe nails.

The moral of this story is, forget the boots. Flip flops will do.  Needless to say, we’re both returning our boots once we can walk without waddling.

As for the rest of our gear, everything was pretty stellar.  Our pants (Seth=Rock Guide from Patagonia, Berkley=Horizon Tempest by North Face) were awesome,drying quickly and super comfortable.  Our backpacks (Seth=Baltoro by Gregory, Berkley=ACT Lite SL by Deuter) were comfortable and held all our stuff.  Both packs have lots of handy loops to hook things to the outside if needed (like unworn boots and dogs with low morale).  The travel towels by McNett were  super absorbent once the rain began.  Seth’s Capilene shirt by Patagonia was light and breathable and dries extremely fast.  My Merino Silkweight by Patagonia was a favorite of mine too. I didn’t feel it on me, wet or dry.  I’ve decided on two bras (so far). For this trip I used my coolmax travel bra by Travelsmith and it was perfect. I didn’t feel it on me and it wicked really well.  My underwear by Patagonia were awesome, as usual, and Seth is still liking his Champion skivvies.  As you can see, our cameras are rocking the house.  The Panasonic Lumix DMC-GX1 takes great photos and Seth has been doing a lot of experimenting with exposure time and HDRI, and it’s turning out great.  And, our Panasonic Lumix DMC-TS3 is perfect and portable and the GPS feature is awesome.  Though we found some pitfalls, it’s better to do the testing out here when we have a comfy bed and all the amenities to recuperate.  This is why you don’t buy new gear for a big trip!

So close! (yet so far away)

Fourteen weeks until we embark on our great adventure! That’s 96 days, 8 hours, 34 minutes! Aahh! We’re pretty excited.  And my god have we been blowing through money! Though we’re not bringing much, the items we’re bringing are mostly new so it’s been a bit overwhelming at times.  But, we’ve gotten some really cool gadgets, clothing, and accessories to help us on our way.

Some favorites? Well, first of all, we both got a new backpacks.  A few weeks ago Seth and I weighted up our packs and went for a hike up Red Rocks Canyon in Malibu and my old backpack was really making me uncomfortable.  Seth ended up carrying it for a bit and had the same problem.  So, we decided that I needed a new pack. I now am the proud owner of a Deuter ACT Lite 60+10 SL.  Fancy name, I know. I’m excited.  Then,Seth kept looking at his 105 L pack and we finally decided it was too big.  He ended up getting the Gregory Baltoro 65L in green.  He’s liking that a lot.  And, last night we packed all of our things into the pack cubes and found out that everything fits in the backpacks with a bit of room to spare, which is good. We need room for souvenirs along the way.


Also a great find was our prescription organizer.  We found a travel store (Magellan) in Santa Monica that had an entire store dedicated to traveling, clever.  So, among other things, we found a solution to our prescription dilemma.  We got tons of super useful prescription drugs from our awesome travel doctor (Dr. Terri Rock), and didn’t know how we were going to effectively store them in our pack. It’s like a little fold out book with baggies that hold the pills. Really useful.  So now we will have a convenient way to keep our anti malaria, anti altitude and other anti pills organized.

When I try to think about other cool purchases we have made I can’t think of just a few. We have our big ol telephoto lens, a great tripod, bras from Patagonia, and a waterproof GPS camera.  Before we actually leave, when we actually have all of our our things, we’ll compose a list of what we have in each of our packs, and on our person, and probably take pictures to load as well.  That way you all will be able to see what we think it takes to travel for 6 months.

Now, does anyone want to buy our couch?

Turns out they weren’t made for walking…

Yup, you guessed it. The shoes didn’t work. I broke them in all week and was super excited for our hike planned for the weekend.  We decided to head up to Malibu and take a short hike with weighted packs up to Escondido Falls.  Sounds exhilarating, right, a waterfall in Malibu?  Well, first of all, it was more like a water trickle. But it was nice.  Mochi appreciated wading in the water. We’ve learned that little, black, fluffy dogs were not made for hot hikes a long time ago.  And apparently, neither were my boots.  I was fussing over them the entire way up to the falls.  Changing lace configuration, making them tighter, then looser, I just kept trying to fix what felt wrong.  I couldn’t seem to make enough adjustments.  Finally, when we were heading back, I began to have shooting pains in the ball of my left foot.  That’s no good. And this was after a pretty short hike on easy terrain.  I had to trek all the way back to the car, up and down hill, with 35 pounds in my pack.  This all happened last Sunday, by the way, and my foot continued to hurt through this past thursday.  So, the next day (last Monday) I returned to Adventure 16 to tell them my tale.  The guy there was not surprised that I had that problem.  His explanation was that I was sold the wrong boot.  The shoe I was sold was not meant to carry extra weight (i.e. 35 pounds in my pack), and it would not make it more than 3 months or so of everyday use.  Great.  So, back to square 1.  After many, many more shoes tried on, I ended with a pair of Vasque Gortex (aka waterproof) high top boots.  These will supposedly do the work for my feet.  We didn’t hike this weekend.  I wanted to give my foot a break, and the shoe a fair chance, and poor Seth had to work.  So, once again, I’ll keep you posted on the shoe situation.

On another note… I visited the Patagonia store in Santa Monica to find they were having a sale.  Always a plus.  I’ve decided that the best exercise type underwear I own has been the Patagonia W’s Active Hipster (and Barely Hipster).  They come in a bunch of cool patterns and colors and you don’t even feel them on you.  They are wicking and smooth against the body.  I highly recommend them.  Also, I got my traveling pants.  I bought my jeans from Patagonia in hopes that they are more durable than all the other jeans I own that end up with holes in all the wrong places.  Also, I bought my fleece layer.  I ended up with the Better Sweater, in magenta.  That’s going to look nice with my lime green rain jacket!

Hopefully this one was actually made for walking (with 30 lbs on my back)

These boots were made for walkin!

I decided that I was going to find my travelin boots this weekend, and I finally did! After much deliberation, and finger blisters from pulling on laces for hours, I ended up with a pair of Vasque Mantra.  They’re considered a multisport shoe, but it’s a hiking boot.  I’m very picky when it comes to shoes, and it’s taken me a while to give up my pair of Columbias.  I fitted them with a pair of green Superfeet to add support and to keep my foot from slipping towards the toe.  My theory on any kind of shoe is that the ‘insole’ of any shoe is meant to be thrown away.  They pick some shape that will fit most feet.  So, I try to have some kind of personalized insert in every shoe I wear, especially shoes for running and hiking.  If only they had such thing for heels!  Anyhow,I hope these Vasque boots work. I’ll keep everyone updated as time goes by.  Since I got them at Adventure 16, a great store with a lot of really knowledgeable staff, I have 90 days to bring them back.  I hope I don’t have to.

While at A16 we picked up some packing cubes by Eagle Creek.  They are made from a super light weight parachute like material.  We’ll have a couple in each of our backpacks to hold our clothes.  The plan is to roll our clothes nice and tight and keep them organized in the packing cubes.  Probably one for socks, one for underwear, one for shirts and pants, and a couple of extras for accumulated items.

I also acquired a pajama/underwear top made by Exofficio.  The plan is to have clothing items that are breathable and easy to wash.  Exofficio has great products.  Seth has a bunch of their shirts that will probably be taken on the trip.  The pants I bought are Exofficio.  They’re lightweight and fit nicely, like regular pants.  I bought them in black to look nicer,but hopefully they won’t absorb too much heat.  But, back to the pajama/underwear top, I’m going to make sure I mention ladies ‘unmentionables’ throughout my blogging, because when trying to research what women have liked most while traveling, I find my resources are quite limited.  This said, I bought the pajama/underwear top and I’ll tell you how I like it as I use it.  And once I get a bra and/or underwear I’ll probably tell you about those as well.  It may sound silly, but it’s something important that I can’t find much info for.  So there!

Did I just fight off Yellow Fever?

So, Seth posted about our ‘shots’ but since then I’ve been on quite a trip! I got a 24 hour fever! Oh man, I thought I was down for the count.  I haven’t felt like that in a while.  So, I’m not sure if my body was reacting to getting 5 vaccines at once, or if one at a time would have done the same thing, but because of how I felt yesterday, I’d recommend spreading out the shots.  Then again, Seth wasn’t phased.  My arm is still sore!  Luckily, after a nice hot shower this morning I was ready to head back to work, and now I’m all sunshine and rainbows.  Ready for the weekend. Lucky me!

The moral of this story is, whether or not you spread out your shots, get them!  I’m sure this was nothing compared to the real deal.